ramblings

chitchat notes

if someone reads my words
please reach out to me

you'd know what kind of words i write
and if you're the kind to read these long ramblings
you're probably covered in wounds like me

i'll try to help you
so please
help me
i want to go
to an unknown
peaceful world
where there are no harsh words
where people are heard
somewhere like that
a place of pure fantasy
me and the ones who are going through what i'm going through
living there
that would be nice

i wish today were the last day
let's get through this together
no matter how hard it gets
hope will come someday
even if it takes years
it will surely arrive

the constant urging to endure
can feel like a heavy burden or obsession
if you hear it too often

still
let's hold onto the hope that will come later
and try to overcome it
even if it's difficult

if something won't work out
let's not dwell on it deeply
instead let's just set it aside

those buried thoughts
might occasionally resurface
but i think it's better than
suffering every single day

when the sadness you've been holding back
suddenly overwhelms you
feel free to let it out

it's already late at night
when you're hurt
you need to sleep deeply so that the wounds can heal quickly
that being said
sweet dreams

diary

2025/09/27

dear diary,

i'm tired and i just want to sleep
overall mood today: -50%
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